Yes, I recognized this night. Just like the ones that i had before, this is the one that makes me wide awake a midst of a tiring day. The effect is like drinking a jug of caffeine (which normally makes me palpitate), makes my mind active and that triggers my being 'paranoid'. I can't really gauge who's to blame but one thing's for sure: both sides are affected, both sides got hurt.
He didn't mean to tell me that. I didn't mean to say that. But hey! i have the every right to speak my heart out. I guess the timing wasn't right. So now, I'm guilty for spoiling his night. Instead of letting him take a rest, I hurt him unintentionally. How I wish I could hug him right now and make up to what I just did. So far, doubting him is the most painful thing that I did to him. I just realized it isn't fair, after all the efforts he is continuously exerting.
I felt really sorry with what i just said. I wish I can hug him right now until he feel better.
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